
Happy Trails Carpe crew!!
We sat in our circle quietly, lighting candles and placing them centrally on our trip's paper souvenirs, the candlesticks casting shadows on our words. It was the preparation of a Carpe Diem-style sacred space. Part activist, part Taos hippy as much as Portland yogi hipster, we bathed in the comforting flicker of candlelight, ready to share.
The silence of our preparation ritual was suddenly broken by the shrill laughter of a woman swigging a near empty plastic bottle of coke. She was strikingly beautiful, but disheveled and weathered. She wore a hand-woven palm frond hat high on her head, exposing portions of her long curly hair that fell messily about her head and across her face. Her large old t-shirt fell off of her shoulders, reaching her knees, its faded dark fabric bore salt stains from her sweat or from the sea. For trousers she wore tight faded white leopard leggings; for shoes, pink high-heeled sandals noticeably out of place for our location. She appeared as woman who was once fawned over and loved, but who now survived on the streets.
The woman made a space for herself in the quiet circle and started bursting into uncomfortable laughter. “Ooo, What are you doing here?” she slurred. I replied, “We are having a private religious ceremony.” A few of the students started chanting “Ohm” to diffuse the building tension. In between laughter she continued, “I am from Pakistan, where are you from?” The ohm continued into a few pleasantries, though most of her replies were indecipherable. She seemed drunk.
After a few awkward minutes of silence punctuated by her laughter and incoherent expressions, I asked if she could leave us alone for one hour.Politely I asked, “This is a final ceremony for a group that has been traveling together for a long time. The ceremony is private, we are family. I am sorry, but we need to be alone.” Gazing at me in apparent misunderstanding, I began speaking in Spanish, though midway through my sentence, she interrupted in English, “Blah, blah, blah. M*r F*r, this is MY home and you cannot ask me to leave. If I go and something bad happens it is YOUR responsibility. YOUR responsibility.”
I recoiled, castigated and confused. Was she homeless and upset that I was rudely admonishing her to leave her space? Was she merely drunk and trying to intimidate me? Was someone after her and by asking her to leave was I placing her in danger?
Her cursing continued. I languished. I could not make out everything she said, though she kept repeating that something bad was going to happen and it would be my responsibility.
I was at a loss, but needed to do something. Resorting to the futile solutions of the helpless, I tried greater force, “If you will not leave, then we will leave.” She cackled. More threats. More cursing.
I summoned the group’s help in quickly carrying our makeshift shrine out of the area, hoping she would stay behind. She didn’t. She started following our group. I was deeply concerned for her well-being, but her aggressiveness and apparent inebriation worried me more.
“You cannot follow us. If you continue to follow us I will find Foster (the owner after who the West Bay hotel was named) or the police.” I looked around at the desolate and dim hotel grounds, without fully considering the application of my words. She lunged forward, six inches from my face. “It will be your responsibility and I know Foster. Foster knows me and this is my home M*r F*r. You can’t tell me M*r. F*r.” Fearing a smack to my face, I removed my glasses.
After our moving the group to the safer and brightly lit grounds of the dive shop nearby, Jackie stayed with the group while I ran for help, trotting aimlessly through the dark kaleidoscope of sea grape trees and shrubbery to the only house nearby whose windows were lit by the flickering of a TV. I knocked on the glass, spooking a nearly-asleep man in a Lazy boy chair in the process. I yelled for Foster’s number and if I could use his cell phone for the call.Surprisingly, he didn’t find me a lunatic, for he opened the door, phone in hand. “I'll dial Foster’s number for you.”
Foster groggily answered the phone and I quickly began recounting what was happening with our group. The woman, the cursing, the following, the aggression. Did he know her? What should we do?
“You typically have nothing to worry about with her,” Foster consoled, “She has lost her mind, unfortunately. She hangs around here often during the day. With her sister, she has a twin. When the two of them were young they used to sell woven palm hats and trinkets on the beach with their father. One day they were raped, both of them. Over time I believe they were raped multiple times.” I was speechless as his story worsened. “As she got older she was still beautiful and, being poor, always attracted the wrong attention. One day a guy from the States, a really bad guy, stuck around Roatan and started giving her all sorts of drugs, calling her his girlfriend. They hung around for a bit. She was never really the same after that relationship. I don’t know what happened."
Foster called one of his sons to come over for help in case she was having “a bad episode,” which has happened, though rarely. Within five minutes, he met me at the dive shop where the group was waiting. By the time we arrived however, she had left. Before leaving she had mentioned that I broke her heart, her life, and her shoes. “I’ve known him for a long time, “ she recounted.
As quick as she had come, she disappeared. We didn’t see her again for the rest of our night or the rest of our stay in Roatan. Her beauty, her aggression, her emotion, her history, the fleeting bizarreness of the moment can’t be repainted, no matter how many adjectives we use to color our chance encounters. Most importantly, our memories or words never do justice to the experiences of the people we meet or the communities in which we primarily traverse. In our travels, the faces and the stories of those we come across lay tracks in our memory like fossils, reshaping our often rigid perceptions of human experience, if we let them.
For three months we opened ourselves up to experience the push and pull of life, learned from living, and continued to move forward. This final night together condensed the essence of our trip, and life in many ways, into one heartfelt paragraph, with laughter and tears coinciding on the same page. And like a novel one cannot put down, we continue to move forward as our story continues.
Our Carpe family of Central America, Jackie and I wish you continued learning, increasing tolerance, unending passion, continuous questioning, the strength to fight oppression and inequality, the ability to smile in the face of adversary, the ability to digest your food til you die, solid nights of sleep and, of course, good tortillas.
Goodbye Carpe Diem ITZA Spring 2011....We'll miss you!
Jackie and Alex

Leaving the turtle project and arriving in San Jose was bittersweet. We were glad to be on normal sleep schedules again, but also felt the impending end of our trip. Though San Jose was different for everyone, we all enjoyed a few days of relaxation and the time to gear up for and awesome week in Roatan.
In San Jose we saw gorgeous parks and fascinating museums. Some of us went to the Jade museum, while others went to the gold exhibit. I, being so tired from the turtle project, laid around the hostel reading for the first 2 days before venturing into downtown San Jose. When I did finally venture out, I was struck by the city’s size and flavor. San Jose was interesting because it was vastly different from any other place we visited on the trip. A mix of globalization and sprawl left for a different feel down any given street. One unfortunate sighting I experienced was in the market, where they were openly selling huevos de tortuga, or sea turtle eggs. I was so angry, especially after our group had just spent one week trying to save such a beautiful species.
Jump forward to Roatan and it was smooth sailing! Roatan was the most beautiful place to wind down our intense journey. The crystal clear water, white sand, tropical fish, and stunning sections of reef were the perfect catalyst for our group to become boss scuba divers! The underwater life was so beautiful! I never knew such a sight existed; it was nothing short of incredible.
Our amazing time in Roatan was laced with occasional anxiety and sadness because of the impending end to what has been the time of my life. We all did our best to stay positive and enjoy the last week but we could not help acknowledge that our beautiful travel group/family was about to be broken up.
This trip has been full of surprises, thrills, and beautiful experiences. Even the hardest days were made easy with the help of the 11 other people who came on this trip. If there is one thing I treasure most from this experience, it is the love and support we all have for each other. It would be impossible to describe the bonds we now all share.
Thank you to all of our amazing friends and family who kept watch over us and read our blogs. We miss you tons and cannot wait to see you!
Con amor,
Patricio




We made it to Nicaragua and have been in the city of Leon for about a week. Even though we've been in Nicaragua for just a short time, we've quickly noticed how different it is from Guatemala. First of all, it’s hot. Day and night. It is even 89 degrees at 9 PM. The people here are also very friendly, and busy. Whether selling plantain chips and Hollister shirts, biking their kids to school, or demonstrating for the re-election of Daniel Ortega, the city is filled with life.
All this movement must breed a necessity for equal rest. Peeking inside the houses, I've noticed that almost every house has an open courtyard with at least one tree and about eight to ten wooden rocking chairs (according to our Spanish teachers they are comfy). Almost every household has rocking chairs, often framing the equally ubiquitous open courtyard. Our Spanish school even had a small courtyard, where a mango tree would drop its mangos and provide us daily snack. At sunset many people bring their chairs out to the curb to chat with their neighbors.
Speaking of food, we have also noticed a change in the food. The traditional food of Nicaragua is Gallo Pinto--whole red beans mixed with rice. There is also an increase in fruits, fresh juices, and licuados (blended fruit shakes), perhaps to counteract the intense heat.
As for school, our Spanish teachers know so much besides Spanish. They have been willing and able to tell us details about Nicaragua's Revolution. One of our field trips included a visit to a huge mural depicting all parts of the Nicaraguan uprising. Most of us are really enjoying Leon: for a change the city feels very safe (it nearly always felt okay to walk home after dark) and there is a huge feeling of personality and friendliness from practically everyone we encounter.
One of the best things we did in Leon was volcano boarding. We drove about an hour from the city to the youngest volcano in Nicaragua called Cerro Negro. Trampling over lava and cinder, we climbed to the top of the active volcano, looking down into the smoking crater. We changed into ridiculous neon green and yellow jumpsuits along with elbow and knee pads, gloves and goggles. We then grabbed our boards, either a wooden snowboard or a plank of wood and piece of rope made into a toboggan, and slid down a 50 degree angle hill. We each flew down the mountain, reaching crazy speeds, with gray pumice-like volcanic rocks flying at our face. By the time we hit the bottom, we had cinder and rocks glued to our bodies, in our noses, ears, teeth, eyes, toes, and bellybuttons. It was also caked into our hair, but we all thankfully walked away uninjured and with big smiles on our faces.
With love from Leon,
Kaile'a
Hi all!Well I´m sorry to be posting so late and so little but there´s just so much going on and so little time to write about it!
A lot has happened in the past few weeks since we left Rocj Pomtila.Our first stop was the beautiful mirador at Semuc Champey where we climbed the breathtaking waterfalls and explored a network caves. We began our cave tour by wading into the mouth of the cave with only candles to light our way, but within minutes the water quickly rose above our waistlines. We walked farther and farther in, slipping on rocks and occasionally swimming with our candles raised above our heads as we climbed slimy ladders to higher platforms, only to drop back down into the chilly water. When we had gone as far as we could, we turned around, expecting to go back the same way we came. However, we faced a slight twist.
Instead of the ladders we treacherously climbed on the way in, we now faced a small tunnel in the rock with water gushing through it--the idea was for us to hold our breath and drop through the hole without seeing the other side. At that point I honestly would have rather just stayed inside the caves forever, but I eventually overcame my fear joined the rest of the group on the other side. I dont think I've ever been so happy to see the sun. Óverall the experience was well worth it but it was definitely one of the scarier things we´ve done.
Since then we´ve stayed in San Andres, completed spanish school and lived with families in homestays (and now the same in Leon, Nicaragua!!!!!). In between we took a day trip to the famed Mayan ruins of Tikal which was incredible and of which I hope to post more about later when I have a bit more time.
Basically, things are great, a lot has been happening and I´m sure Kailéa will be filling you in on all of the more recent things soon.
Lots of love
xxxxxx
Helena
Hey everyone,Though long over due, here is my post for Rocj Pomtila:
There are some benefits to having a 20 degree sleeping bag. The first of which is the rare instance when Guatemalan weather decides to be cool. There are a myriad of survival tips that solely rely on a sleeping bag. Be it braving the mountains of Lake Atitlan or hiding in Helena`s abnormally tall bag (I am about 5´4 while she is 6`) the sleeping bag may be the most essential tool on this trip. However, there are times in which the 20 degree bag becomes bothersome.
I, similar to others, awoke the first night in a dark abyss to an ensemble of cicadas and gallos. Even though the blackness of a 3am morning hindered my sight, the sense of touch told of an epoxy resin held to my face a polyester cocoon of a sleeping bag. As I clawed at the amorphous mixture of sweat and drool from my face, I quickly became aware of the mosquito net that ensnared me. Trapped, similar to the mosquitoes outside my bug-free haven, I stumbled to the only source of light, a tiny glimmer under a door. I tore open the door only to be faced with another anomaly not found in suburban Buffalo , NY, a tree with orange coconuts. Thus, began our community service project in the rural village of Rocj Pomtila.
After a 4-5 hour car ride from San Marcos, we found ourselves watching the van
pull away along with our driver Edgar´s advice, ¨Bug spray?¨ As the only sign
of technology pulled away from our new home the hands of tiny children invaded
our hair. This type of greeting was of no surprise, neither was the calls of
¨Gringos, Culocho,¨ or ¨Chino.¨ The guide explained, with the help of Alex´s
translations, that we would be laying foundation for a school to be and building
a shower for tourists. The guide forgot to mention, however, the type of climate we would be
working in. From the hottest of days, which produced the same slimy mixture that
plagued me at night, to the downpours that forced us to wear the red clay we
shoveled as face paint, we continued to work. To condense four days of work, us
little worker bees pick axed, hoed, shoveled, and wheelbarrowed earth with a
wooden sign we conveniently named the plow. Rain or shine we continued to work
only to pause for the 10 o´clock snack or the noontime lunch break. Our only
retreat from the sweltering heat and insets was our communal bath time in the river.
As suds from the clothing being washed by the local women floated
down the river beside us, we soaked the stress, aches, and pains away. Fish would nibble
at our already sore red legs that were covered in fire ant and insect bites.
Once the waters numbed our bodies, we left only to congregate again in a feast of
1Q bags of chips and 50c bonbon bums, a type of lollipop. We laughed as we
attempted to toast our bagged water. A side note, all the water in the village
is boiled, but it somehow acquires a smokey flavor, thus earning the name of bbq
water. Gluttonously, some of us ate mangoes because dinner at home only meant a
cup-o-noodles. It was at home, where various dinners were served, that the daily
restart button was hit and each day we awoke to the same situation, me being
stuck to my sleeping bag, some a chicken in their room, and for others the same
rooster that cursed us all. We would awake to these noises, work all afternoon,
and then fall asleep to the church music that blared through the town. As I
write this, ironically, the voices of two group members, Vita and Devon, have come over the loud speakers of the church. Looking back, as I listen to the Carpe Diem version of Jason
Mraz, I take notice of what we have accomplished in 4 days--We built a shower and
moved a mountain of dirt, only to make smaller hill, so that the school had
enough room. To top off our work we were able to visit El Corazon del Rio to see
where all the water we bathed in comes from. With Semuc Champey and
language school in San Andres ahead, we ended our time in the village by skipping
the middle man, jumping into to the fresh water and bathing in waterfalls.
To conclude, hello to everyone at home and others reading this post. Please
excuse the tardiness of this post and for not saying my greetings earlier. Also,
hello to all the Parkies and friends--I miss you all. I hope school is going
well and will see you soon for graduation. To my friends outside of school, the
same for you as well. Most importantly, to my parents, I miss you and hope the cold
weather of Buffalo isn´t as bad as you are telling me. I love you mommy and dad.
Peace and Love,
Lukas Eng



We just arrived in Nicaragua after being blessed with a beautiful time in San Andres, Peten. Check out some of the moments that closed out our unforgettable time in Guatemala with these pics...






At the end of our unforgettable week with the Roots and Wings Institute in Pasac, our hosts casually asked if we would wear the Maya Quiche traditional clothing for part of day at the end of our stay. Concurrently they asked if our group would learn a short folkloric dance to perform in front of a few of the villagers. As the day of dress proceeded, details of our performance surfaced--our group was the main act for a Noche Cultural, the organizers needed us to perform another dance of our choosing highlighting our (US) culture, plus an introductory speech and song. We suddenly realized the surprise guest performance scheduled to appear at the Noche Cultural was not a surprise to us. We began to sweat underneath the thick fabric of our juipils and cortes. 
Que Pasa Carpe fans?!?! Tonight is our last night at the Earth Lodge. Orientation was quite the experience, we all established a strong camaraderie within these first few days. From moving group discussions to rolling on the ground laughing playing pterodactyl, (which was mostly me, Jared) we have all gone from strangers in an airport to a forming small family.
Antigua was a great segue into our Central American journey. I remember sitting in el parque central with Alex, when a little Guatemalan kid ran by. Alex was taking a picture with his splendid camera of a beautiful church.. when the boy leaped in front of his camera with a giant smile. It was adorable. But the kick to the story was the second after he snapped the picture and a lady walked by and demanded a dollar for the picture. We had to bargain:)
I was pretty happy when the bus came to pick us up into town the first day, and there wasn't room on the bus for me and a few others.. we got to ride in the back of a pickup truck. Yes mom, no seatbelts. But don't worry, mom.. there were bars on the sides to hang on to.
I washed my clothes by hand this morning at 8am. Now..now i miss my mom. Pushing the comfort zones!!!
Tomorrow is a 3 hour bus ride to our first homestay family. I'm sure most people are at least a little nervous. But its ok, because thanks to wonderful Alex and Jackie we all did skits practicing awkward situations. Not getting enough food? No problem. Family trying to marry you to their daughter? No problem..
Oh, almost forgot, my new friend Patrick says hello to all his family and friends reading. And that he misses and loves them all:) That guys a cool dude.
To all the families dying to know when the next time a blog will appear, or an email will arrive.. (DAD) we will most likely be able to have internet access around the 20th. However, EMERGENCY cell phone reception will be available. Not that there's going to be one though:)
We are all going to miss Antigua. Wonderful sunsets and rumbling volcanoes. But more adventures are waiting!
Talk to you all soon!
-Jared
ps.. Happy Valentines Day Em:)
Saludos nuestro grupo querido de ITZA!